Envy: a feeling of discontented or resentful longing aroused by someone else’s possessions, qualities, or luck.
Jealous: feeling or showing an envious resentment of someone or their achievements, possessions, or perceived advantages.
You’re used to fighting against the feeling of envy and jealousy. It often leaves a bitter unpleasant taste in your minds tongue when it takes over your senses. Interacting with your envy and jealousy usually results in disdain and guilt.